What's Going On...

"So confused...."

Countdowns:
7 days til Beyonce in concert.
8 days til Mandy Moore in concert in San Diego!
15 days til Las Vegas!
41 days til Hollywood!

So the The Box (which what is what I am now calling the new job) has scales all over the 1st first floor of the building. Well because I am a glutton for punishment I keep getting on them. And for some reason I am losing weight. It's weird. And making my BRAND NEW clothes not fit! lol

Oh well. So learned another lesson today: Can't sit by the PB when in class trying to learn new stuff cause I CANNOT concentrate. Especially when he stretches and his shirt lifts up and I get to see a part of his stomach and some abs. Oh. My. George. All of a sudden MY mind just went to me and him making out and me making my way down his chest. And then he asked me a question and I could not look at him. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! This is getting out of control. I NEED to reel it in. Seriously. I don't know if I am this bad because I haven't liked someone like this in a long time and I am excited about it or because I really do want him. My mind is so jumbled. Maybe that is a clue.

So in TWO weeks I will be in LAS VEGAS!! With my homie Mia for her birthday celebration weekend!! Woo hoo! I CANNOT wait! I am so excited. Vegas & awesome friends!! CANNOT WAIT! The only bad thing: I have to be on a plane HELLA EARLY on Saturday! Thank god it's only an hour flight & I can SLEEP!


	August 17, 2007 at 3:45 a.m. "So confused...." Countdowns: 7 days til Beyonce in concert. 8 days til Mandy Moore in concert in San Diego! 15 days til Las Vegas! 41 days til Hollywood! So the The Box (which what is what I am now calling the new job) has scales all over the 1st first floor of the building. Well because I am a glutton for punishment I keep getting on them. And for some reason I am losing weight. It's weird. And making my BRAND NEW clothes not fit! lol Oh well. So learned another lesson today: Can't sit by the PB when in class trying to learn new stuff cause I CANNOT concentrate. Especially when he stretches and his shirt lifts up and I get to see a part of his stomach and some abs. Oh. My. George. All of a sudden MY mind just went to me and him making out and me making my way down his chest. And then he asked me a question and I could not look at him. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! This is getting out of control. I NEED to reel it in. Seriously. I don't know if I am this bad because I haven't liked someone like this in a long time and I am excited about it or because I really do want him. My mind is so jumbled. Maybe that is a clue. So in TWO weeks I will be in LAS VEGAS!! With my homie Mia for her birthday celebration weekend!! Woo hoo! I CANNOT wait! I am so excited. Vegas & awesome friends!! CANNOT WAIT! The only bad thing: I have to be on a plane HELLA EARLY on Saturday! Thank god it's only an hour flight & I can SLEEP!