It's really sad that I only get those types of feelings in my dreams. Whatever. It's just another thing to add to the depressing week I've been having. I don't know if it's related to the period thing or what because I have never been one of those girls to get PMS but this past week I've just been really emotional. But then again, I have just been feeling really detached from a lot of things in my life lately and I don't know how to deal with it. It could also be the fact that it's Ida's birthday this week and the missing her isn't getting any easier. I have tried to not really think about it. In fact, I keep wanting it to be next week and keep saying things that are next week are happening this week. Maybe it's my brain's way of trying to deal.
So yeah besides being all depressing, I have been doing stuff. Mainly work but there has been other stuff. Like on Friday the 13th, I went toilet papering for the 1st time! That was fun. I had been hanging out with Michelle after she got off work and we were hanging out at her sister Debbie's house watching the Suns game, when all of sudden she asked, "Do you want to go toilet paper and tag up Debbie's car when she's at the bar?" I must have just looked at her like WTF because she told me that it's something that they do all the time to each other and Debbie had made her mad anyways and deserved it. I just laughed and said I was down. So after the game, we go and get Kai and then head to Wal-Mart for t.p. and window chalk and then go to the bar Debbie is at. So we decorate her car like this:
Nice job huh?
So we finish and we want to watch Debbie see her car so we go and park and Michelle calls her and makes up some story about leaving something in the car so she would go check. Well she's not wanting to do it. So Michelle calls her back again to "see if she looked for her" knowing full well she hasn't and Debbie full bold face LIES to her and says she has. I can't believe she lied like that and I was trying so hard not to bust out laughing but Michelle kept going with it and hangs up with her. And the FINALLY she comes out and since she is parked right by the entrance she see her car right away, stops, stares, and the stomps back in. Oh that was awesome. We then get out of the parking lot before she can see us and 3 seconds later she is calling. Haha! So the next stop on our T.P. journey was Amanda's. It was her birthday this week and Michelle wanted to take her birthday present over there. Well on the way there she asks how many rolls do we have left!! I could not believe she wanted to do her own best friends house!! All I know now is to never get on her bad side! So after we stay at Amanda's awhile we pretend to drive off and then papered her 2 lone trees and 4 1-foot wide bushes. Lol. It was funny and so worth being called an asshole the next day when Amanda woke up!
So the NBA Playoffs Start this weekend. Suns and Lakers. So going to the game on Tuesday by the way. Anyone want to go since my best friend has abandoned me?? But whatever. I will get over it.
What else? Oh Fab came a few weekends ago. I really love when she comes but it sucks because it's NEVER long enough. We didn't even get to spend time together though because I was at work and the baby was sick anyways. It's just as well though. She came about 2 weeks before that and it was good but it's just makes me so sad when she's gone.
So a few weekends ago I went to see George Lopez. It was fun. It was also live on HBO and only an hour. So yeah, I felt kinda jipt. It was a good show but really? Only an hour? I know he can talk shit for hours. Anyways, I went to this with some friends of mine from the Hellspot. My married friends. Don't get me wrong because I love my friends but in all honestly, it was not the best feeling being around all that coupledom. I just felt really single and like a total 5th wheel. And then I thought about it, it's been this way for as long as I could remember! And it wasn't cool! First of all, I cannot believe it has taken me this long to realize this and second, WTF? How did I get this role? Was there some sort of meeting that I missed? It was really all at once it hit me. I think it's kinda like that show What About Brian?. But about a girl. And no cute hot love interest. Or sex. So yeah. I have decided no more tagging along with the married or coupled folks unless I have someone else with me. NO EXCEPTIONS! While I really try not to think about how I don't have a man in my life, I don't need the constant reminder. Or the questions. Or stares of them thinking "Why is she by herself?"
So a few days after that was the Christina Aguilera concert. Well since she had the nerve to have Danity Kane AND The Pussycats Dolls open for her, Kai and I were like the hell with that and decided to go spend the time during their sets at Chik-Fil-A. I love that place. So we eat and sit for a few before we leave. When we get to the arena, The Crappycat Dolls were still on and everyone for some reason we watching them so it was empty. Score! Got my concert shit in 5 minutes! And most of that was spent waiting for them to get some more extra large shirts. And right when we were going down to our seats, they were walking off stage. Talk about perfect timing. So we wait for Christina by people watching, which is the nice code name Shana and Kai give when they are really doing what they do best: talking shit. Oh there was some people to watch let me tell you. There was the girl in boycut underwear and fishnets who I think was trying to get an audition to become a Doll on the other side of us. Then there was the ENTIRE row of obnoxious teenagers behind us with one their mother's who was at least 15 years old for her outfit. And then coming down the stairs was a guy who looked like he went to the Steve Harvey Suit clearence sale and got himself a nice BRIGHT green one. Oh it was fun. 45 minutes of fun I tell you. FINALLY she comes out. It was an alright show. She remixed the hits from the 1st album which were not good and she BARELY sang anything from the 2nd album. She really pissed me and Kai off by singing one line of Can't Hold Us Down and then stopping. Fucking tease. And then she TRIED to be Janet Jackson for a second by bringing some random guy up from the crowd and singing Nasty Naughty Boy to him but she really didn't do anything to him. We really left the show disappointed. She is suppose to do a 2nd leg so hopefully that one will be better.
Off to bed since I have to get up for work early AND make sure I win the auction I am getting the Suns tickets from.
