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STILL wanting my ice cream cake. Like hard core. So much so I might just go buy it Friday after work since the DQ won't be open tomorrow : ( . Speaking of that, I should really go to bed since I will be at work tomorrow. Stupid job.

Anyways. So I have decided my life's mission now is to meet Justin Timberbitch just so I can take AND keep away his Ghetto Pass for life (no matter how hard Timbaland and Pharrell try to give it back to him) and put him in his fucking place for messing with Janet Jackson. That little bitch had the AUDACITY to go and make a dis track about her. About JANET FUCKING JACKSON. Oh hell no! Where the hell does he get off after he completely sells her out after his quote "Wardrobe Malfunction"? Why can't you be a fucking man and say "Yes, I had some part in what happened and I am sorry and I didn't mean to leave you standing like that and put you out on blast" ? When I read what he did, I got so heated. Yes, I know this has NOTHING to do with me and Janet Jackson is more than capable of taking care of herself and it is probably just a Hollywood ploy of his sell out ass to sell more records but at the same time, have some fucking dignity. Like Janet said, some things you don't do to friends. When you fuck up MAJOR (and he knows he did) and you don’t get forgiveness, then be done with it. Don't be a bitch and antagonistic because eventually you will get yours. And making sure he gets his will be fun. Time in jail probably but I am almost done paying for one of my credit cards so I have bail covered.

Went to the Robin Thicke concert tonight. I am so amused by him. He was just singin' his ass off. And watching him grind was the FUNNIEST SHIT EVER. I got to meet up with an old friend of my mine from junior high too. Ah the workings of MySpace. It's really funny how just out of nowhere I meet up again with some the people who at one time or another were a huge part of my life. It makes me think about how far I have come as a person sometimes and it's kinda scary. Not that I have changed A LOT but it's there.

So finishing up with my birthday, I really didn't do anything til later. I tried to sleep but the phone kept ringing. Stupid telemarketers. Also, I kept getting texts. But finally at 230p I decide to finally be productive and get up. I really didn't have to get up but I needed to go and get my birthday hair cut and go and get Sharan and Lionel's wedding camcorder. Before I go, I have to wait for Wimpy to finish sometime. So I call Fab back. Well she was doing what she loves most: High end shopping. I <3 my best friend. So we talk and she's telling me about what is at the outlet mall she is at and all the tacky people around her and cracking me up when all of a sudden she just starts telling me that she's really sorry she couldn't be there with me and that she would if she could and to have a Happy Birthday and she loves me. I just I tell her I know and I love her too and then we say bye and hang up. Then I just start crying because more than anything, all I want, so much and so bad, is to have all of my best friends to be with me celebrating my day. And I can't have that. Trying not lose it completely and thanking god for sunglasses, I get up and go to Best Buy and find a kick ass camera for my co-workers wedding. So kick ass I was REALLY contemplating saying Happy Birthday AGAIN to me and keep it for myself because I really wanted to take it to the club. But I didn't and just left it at home. So then it was off to get my birthday haircut. Well I get there and hell yeah, no line! It was just for me I know. So I get shampooed and then cut and dried. I wanted it styled and she did it but I wasn't too thrilled with it because she didn't put any gel or mousse or even hairspray in it. But it was just as well. That shit went up in a bun as soon as my ass started dancing. Anyways, I go to pay when I remember my damn debt card is in the pants I wore to the club. Sonofabitch. So I call home and say hey come get me and while you are at it, bring me all the shit from the pockets of the pants in the bathroom.

45 minutes later (and PLEASE remember I live 6 minutes away from Ghetto Mall), I finally get ready and Kai picks me up and we hit up Tara's. After a Wendy's run, we finally get to the club. We are there hella early because Sugar Daddy's sucks ass and didn't call me back to confirm that I had tables to sit at. Asses. Anyways, so we stake out a set of booths next to the dance floor and we wait for the real dj to get there. And while I wait I make them put on the Suns game. Yeah, I know. I have a party and what do I do? I watch basketball. Hey, I am dedicated. And Kai was watching too! Anyways, more and more of my friends show up and we are just talking and laughing and finally DANCING! It was so much fun and I love my friends so much. I would love my team just as much but AGAIN they fucking lost. Yeah.... Anyways, funny story. So I invited a few of my work friends. Some of them being Dawn and Fernando. Well, I also invited Rosie. I didn't really think any of them would show because I hadn't seen Rosie in over a year and as much as I love my co-workers, they are flakes. All of them. Well Rosie and Amanda showed up. Then Dawn showed up with a friend of Fernando's who I think knew who Rosie was. Total weirdness. Well nothing was said or happened. But when we were getting ready to leave, Rosie, who was kinda buzzing, came up and hugged me and said, "You know the one who SEES you EVERYDAY didn't show up. But I DID. I showed up." Yes, Rosie, you did. I really just wanted to laugh my ass off but I just smiled and hugged my friend. Afterwards, Kai, Tara, and I went and hit up Filiberto's for some after clubbin' grubbin'. Fried Mexican cuisine is never a good choice and this might have been the final straw. It's a well known joke to say the local taco shop uses cat but to hear a cat MEOWING right AFTER we finish our food is NOT cool. And then having Kai break out into a full case of body hives the next day was also not helping the cause. So yeah. Don't know if any Berto brothers can be trusted. Beware.

So anyone else watching Ugly Betty? I LOVE this show.

OMG I just saw THE BEST episode of General Hospital I have seen in A LONG time. It just brought tears to my eyes. Tears of sadness and then tears of JOY! Oh how I wish my GH people were up so I could share that Diego DIED!!! HELL YEAH! AND IT'S JASON'S BABY! Yaaaaaaaaayyyy! Oh hear the angels of soap opera joy sing and dance and be merry!!

So what am I thankful for on this day of giving thanks? This year hasn't been the best but it has made me thankful for what I have. Mainly, I am thankful for friends and family. I am so blessed to have some awesome people in my life. I have two parents, who ARE NOT perfect and constantly irrate me, that for the most part let me be. I have pets who love me so much and are really cool. I have so many co-workers who care and support me and, for the most part, each other even though we are CONSTANTLY hating where we work. I have lots of good friends, on & off line, who can always make me happy and smile. I have a bunch of "nieces" and "nephews" that I adore completely like they were mine. And of course I have two best friends who I love with all I am, think of as sisters, and who without, I wouldn't be whole. And while I never understand why she was taken from this Earth and how it will never be enough, I am really thankful for the time I did have with Ida.

And on that note and the end of my tv coma, I am off to bed.


	November 23, 2006 at 6:34 a.m. "Thanks" STILL wanting my ice cream cake. Like hard core. So much so I might just go buy it Friday after work since the DQ won't be open tomorrow : ( . Speaking of that, I should really go to bed since I will be at work tomorrow. Stupid job. Anyways. So I have decided my life's mission now is to meet Justin Timberbitch just so I can take AND keep away his Ghetto Pass for life (no matter how hard Timbaland and Pharrell try to give it back to him) and put him in his fucking place for messing with Janet Jackson. That little bitch had the AUDACITY to go and make a dis track about her. About JANET FUCKING JACKSON. Oh hell no! Where the hell does he get off after he completely sells her out after his quote "Wardrobe Malfunction"? Why can't you be a fucking man and say "Yes, I had some part in what happened and I am sorry and I didn't mean to leave you standing like that and put you out on blast" ? When I read what he did, I got so heated. Yes, I know this has NOTHING to do with me and Janet Jackson is more than capable of taking care of herself and it is probably just a Hollywood ploy of his sell out ass to sell more records but at the same time, have some fucking dignity. Like Janet said, some things you don't do to friends. When you fuck up MAJOR (and he knows he did) and you don’t get forgiveness, then be done with it. Don't be a bitch and antagonistic because eventually you will get yours. And making sure he gets his will be fun. Time in jail probably but I am almost done paying for one of my credit cards so I have bail covered. Went to the Robin Thicke concert tonight. I am so amused by him. He was just singin' his ass off. And watching him grind was the FUNNIEST SHIT EVER. I got to meet up with an old friend of my mine from junior high too. Ah the workings of MySpace. It's really funny how just out of nowhere I meet up again with some the people who at one time or another were a huge part of my life. It makes me think about how far I have come as a person sometimes and it's kinda scary. Not that I have changed A LOT but it's there. So finishing up with my birthday, I really didn't do anything til later. I tried to sleep but the phone kept ringing. Stupid telemarketers. Also, I kept getting texts. But finally at 230p I decide to finally be productive and get up. I really didn't have to get up but I needed to go and get my birthday hair cut and go and get Sharan and Lionel's wedding camcorder. Before I go, I have to wait for Wimpy to finish sometime. So I call Fab back. Well she was doing what she loves most: High end shopping. I <3 my best friend. So we talk and she's telling me about what is at the outlet mall she is at and all the tacky people around her and cracking me up when all of a sudden she just starts telling me that she's really sorry she couldn't be there with me and that she would if she could and to have a Happy Birthday and she loves me. I just I tell her I know and I love her too and then we say bye and hang up. Then I just start crying because more than anything, all I want, so much and so bad, is to have all of my best friends to be with me celebrating my day. And I can't have that. Trying not lose it completely and thanking god for sunglasses, I get up and go to Best Buy and find a kick ass camera for my co-workers wedding. So kick ass I was REALLY contemplating saying Happy Birthday AGAIN to me and keep it for myself because I really wanted to take it to the club. But I didn't and just left it at home. So then it was off to get my birthday haircut. Well I get there and hell yeah, no line! It was just for me I know. So I get shampooed and then cut and dried. I wanted it styled and she did it but I wasn't too thrilled with it because she didn't put any gel or mousse or even hairspray in it. But it was just as well. That shit went up in a bun as soon as my ass started dancing. Anyways, I go to pay when I remember my damn debt card is in the pants I wore to the club. Sonofabitch. So I call home and say hey come get me and while you are at it, bring me all the shit from the pockets of the pants in the bathroom. 45 minutes later (and PLEASE remember I live 6 minutes away from Ghetto Mall), I finally get ready and Kai picks me up and we hit up Tara's. After a Wendy's run, we finally get to the club. We are there hella early because Sugar Daddy's sucks ass and didn't call me back to confirm that I had tables to sit at. Asses. Anyways, so we stake out a set of booths next to the dance floor and we wait for the real dj to get there. And while I wait I make them put on the Suns game. Yeah, I know. I have a party and what do I do? I watch basketball. Hey, I am dedicated. And Kai was watching too! Anyways, more and more of my friends show up and we are just talking and laughing and finally DANCING! It was so much fun and I love my friends so much. I would love my team just as much but AGAIN they fucking lost. Yeah.... Anyways, funny story. So I invited a few of my work friends. Some of them being Dawn and Fernando. Well, I also invited Rosie. I didn't really think any of them would show because I hadn't seen Rosie in over a year and as much as I love my co-workers, they are flakes. All of them. Well Rosie and Amanda showed up. Then Dawn showed up with a friend of Fernando's who I think knew who Rosie was. Total weirdness. Well nothing was said or happened. But when we were getting ready to leave, Rosie, who was kinda buzzing, came up and hugged me and said, "You know the one who SEES you EVERYDAY didn't show up. But I DID. I showed up." Yes, Rosie, you did. I really just wanted to laugh my ass off but I just smiled and hugged my friend. Afterwards, Kai, Tara, and I went and hit up Filiberto's for some after clubbin' grubbin'. Fried Mexican cuisine is never a good choice and this might have been the final straw. It's a well known joke to say the local taco shop uses cat but to hear a cat MEOWING right AFTER we finish our food is NOT cool. And then having Kai break out into a full case of body hives the next day was also not helping the cause. So yeah. Don't know if any Berto brothers can be trusted. Beware. So anyone else watching Ugly Betty? I LOVE this show. OMG I just saw THE BEST episode of General Hospital I have seen in A LONG time. It just brought tears to my eyes. Tears of sadness and then tears of JOY! Oh how I wish my GH people were up so I could share that Diego DIED!!! HELL YEAH! AND IT'S JASON'S BABY! Yaaaaaaaaayyyy! Oh hear the angels of soap opera joy sing and dance and be merry!! So what am I thankful for on this day of giving thanks? This year hasn't been the best but it has made me thankful for what I have. Mainly, I am thankful for friends and family. I am so blessed to have some awesome people in my life. I have two parents, who ARE NOT perfect and constantly irrate me, that for the most part let me be. I have pets who love me so much and are really cool. I have so many co-workers who care and support me and, for the most part, each other even though we are CONSTANTLY hating where we work. I have lots of good friends, on & off line, who can always make me happy and smile. I have a bunch of "nieces" and "nephews" that I adore completely like they were mine. And of course I have two best friends who I love with all I am, think of as sisters, and who without, I wouldn't be whole. And while I never understand why she was taken from this Earth and how it will never be enough, I am really thankful for the time I did have with Ida. And on that note and the end of my tv coma, I am off to bed.