What's Going On...

I just lost my entire entry because I fucking forgot I am not at work. Stupid system. Stupid me actually but really when you spend a 11+ hours a place doing shit you tend to forget. Whatever though. I just was talking about spending last Friday with Fabiola. Then I started crying. I really hate when she has to leave because it's another reminder of how she's not here and Ida is not here and how much I need and miss them in my life. Going to the fair did not help either. Yeah, Dave Grohl and the Fry Bread and the BEST JUNK FOOD EVER, the Cherry Dipped Twinkie, took my mind off of things a little but not really. It just made me miss them more. Oh well.

Time for bed. 1 day down, 10 to go til a day off. Fuck.


	October 19, 2006 at 2:48 a.m. I just lost my entire entry because I fucking forgot I am not at work. Stupid system. Stupid me actually but really when you spend a 11+ hours a place doing shit you tend to forget. Whatever though. I just was talking about spending last Friday with Fabiola. Then I started crying. I really hate when she has to leave because it's another reminder of how she's not here and Ida is not here and how much I need and miss them in my life. Going to the fair did not help either. Yeah, Dave Grohl and the Fry Bread and the BEST JUNK FOOD EVER, the Cherry Dipped Twinkie, took my mind off of things a little but not really. It just made me miss them more. Oh well. Time for bed. 1 day down, 10 to go til a day off. Fuck.