I really miss her most after work and on Fridays. After work because, like me, she was a workaholic and didn't get off work til late. So it wasn't uncommon to be ringing each other up between 930p to 230a and either leave a message or if we answered just start bitching about work and then finish by laughing at each other. Fridays because up until a few months ago that was her day off too. While we wouldn't see other alot, we would call. After 11a of course. If we weren't going to hang out, it was definitely to see what the other was doing for the day.
It's in those times that, for a split second, I forget she's gone. I go to "I" on the speed dial and then it hits me right as I see her name. The text from Kai, calling her cousin, hearing she's gone, crying in the parking lot at work, and every other memory after that. I should just erase her numbers from the phone but I can't. I just can't.